anahat nad

I;

I would love to find a place to call home.
A place to settle my bones.

I try not to react on a base emotion.
I work better when I analyze and think before I leap.
It's not always easy to remember that, but I wrote it on my hand for good measure.

I never intend to be mean, or hurtful.
Of course I've made mistakes.
I do my best. I'm human, though.

I get hurt easily, and let go slowly. I'm working on reversing this.
At times I wish I could change others, but that's not the point.
The point is, I can only work on myself. That's all I'm here to do.

CF is a large burden to carry, and is, I believe, the biggest challenge I've been faced with this life. I'm aware that it's changed my outlook on life, which I'm not sure is a negative OR a positive thing.

If I didn't know my age, I would say it fluctuates between two and eighty seven, approximately.

If I could say anything, to anyone, to everyone, to myself, if I had the nerve, or the conviction, or I didn't blush so easily, I would just say to treat others how we would like to be treated. Words are so powerful, written and spoken, as are actions, and it's all too easy to forget this. I'm guilty of it, have no doubt.

I would also say that eating a peanut butter and honey sandwich for breakfast every day for a week and a half may or may not be a good idea, but it would be highly recommended by yours truly...